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Saturday, November 08, 2003

Hello everybody! I miss hanging out with everyone!!!! I guess the only excuse I have that school is really taking a toll on me... the semester is finally winding down and I have to really work hard to make sure that I won't have to take any classes over next year.... sooo yeah.. that's the truth... i'm really sorry for not hanging out so much any more... you don't know how much i want to... When i hear that you guys hang out and bond all the time.. i feel so happy that you all are bonding but also kinda sad and almost envious b/c i wanna hang out and bond too... But right now I just have to take a different path I guess.... so yeah.. so here is my quick update of my life thus far... I am really loving the thought of being a nurse. I love to help the patients and to really go out of my way to comfort them and tend to their needs. There was one particular patient that will always remain in my heart. her name is Minnie. we ended up singing Amazing Grace together and she had told me that her pain level went down from a 10/10 to a 5/10 after we had sang together and talked... that meant a lot to me.. knowing that God can have such an effect on one's health and mental status... well anyway... I am able to administer drugs now and I can give injections too!!! i'm supposed to go this sunday to a church in Azusa to give out flu shots but i think i'm gonna have to postpone b/c i have a test on monday and i wanna study more.. we'll see... anyway... practically a month more and i'm 25% on my way to becoming a graduate... finally.... gooodnnnneeessssss..... hmmm....nothing else is going on in my life .. it's just nursing nursing nursing right now... I go on my ups and downs sometimes... there s times i wanna study for six hours straight until my butt gets numb.. and there's other times i contemplate whether i should study or not.... or just sit in the parking lot of Borders and not go in.... i dunno.... i just came home from a study session from one of my classmate's house... it was just us three girls studying and eating... my brains are fried.. from 7-12.... crazy stuff!! and before i got to her house i studied at borders from 230-630! I'm just praying this studying will pay off.... hmmmmmm.... so i've complained enough about my studying.... i think i'm gonna go to bed now... i need to wake up early to clean my room and do laundry... and .. i'm just talkint nonsense now... ok... i'll go ... good night everyone in cyberland... i missyou all! so very very much... and you are all in my prayers... even the newbees... i'm working real hard to remember all your names.. honest! good night shawshankers! good night village people... good night to all... and to all a good night!



ps.. can you believe it?! Winter is almost here..... so fast!