So the month of June is coming to an end... so I only have a month and a half left to enjoy as my final summer vacation before I succumb to the real working world. How depressing. Anyway, I plan on utilizing my free time... and yes- I'm gonna live up the rest of my vacation! You said it... I'm gonna make outlines of the chapters I'm gonna be reading for the next semester! I know- I'm a party animal. But I don't mind it so much, actually... to be honest, I'm kinda proud of myself. I just got my new books last Thursday, and I'm already done with one unit of the book, out of five. But then again, the first unit is only two chapters... but that's just for the weekend.. hopefully, I plan to at least get through half of the book by the end of my vacation.--How sad!!!!! I know I want to succeed.. but really... how sad am i?! Oh well, it sucks b/c everyone just finished school, but I'm going to be starting work at a new hospital pretty soon so my time to hang out will be once again limited to certain times of the day.... oh well- that's a part of the getting old phase, right?

Anyway, is it possible to be sick of Vegas? well... "I think so" ... I just came home from Vegas today. I went with the family, but I think once you go to Vegas with friends, going there with only the family is a little .... too mellow. Well, first of all, I'm not much of a gambler and it's not very fun just watching other people play... I wanna play! But no tengo dinero, so ... I spent most of the weekend in the room, watching tv, and doing outlines. But it isn't as bad as it seems... lucky for me, I don't get roaming charges! so to keep me entertained...I called upon mr.B :) It's funny how even though I see him almost everyday, we can still carry on a conversation for hours. Which is a good thing and also a bad thing. I love talking to him in person, on the phone, wherever... There are nights when we have good conversations and great conversations... and there are nights when we don't have much to talk about but end up staying on the line for an hour or so... and to be honest, I don't mind it at all. But I guess it's just timing.. I mean, he could use those hours to study instead of talking to me... I just don't want to get in the way I guess.... anyway, my school chums always make fun of me when I talk to mr.B b/c I sound kinda mooshi and cloud nine-ish... at the beginning of June, I went to Vegas with my school chums and every once and a while, I would call mr.B. But at 2 am, when they were getting ready for bed, I went to the hallway to have one of those great conversations with mr.B on the phone. Not that I'm embarrassed... but I just got shy I guess. I dunno, well, most of my school chums are married or are in a long-long term relationship. They kept telling me how they miss this phase and.... that what I'm going through and what I'm experiencing is just a phase... and that marriage stops the so called "phase". how sad.... but I don't think this is just a phase... that's just how we are... I know I sound real mooshi...but yeah- that's how we are. and knowing this, and knowing how we are together... makes the future/unknown not so scarey as I once thought it'd be.


(did any of that make sense? oh well...made sense to me.)