Hmm... ten days since my last entry.. not bad I guess.  Anyway---YAY!!!!!!!! the bar ends today!!!!! wow... three days of pure stress, I'm glad I went into nursing and not law.... well, I just want to say that I've been praying for all you future lawyers of America... so......YAY! CONGRATUMALATIONS BRIAN!!!!!!!!!!
 
Ok--- other than that most important fact.... nothing new is going on in my life right now. I was reflecting a lot during my long-long drive home from work today and I thought... "wow- the traffic is not that bad today.... " pretty pathetic, huh? a whole summer is passing me by and all I can blog about is how smooth the traffic is going? what's happening to me?! am I getting old? or boring? oh boy..... but anyway, for the past few days I've been leaving my house at 5am to get to work around 6... it's not bad, actually I prefer to leave early so I can beat the traffic. And there are still times where I find myself sleeping in the parking lot just to store up some energy for the long shift ahead of me. it's not that bad though... I love working at the hospital. oh, one of my patients taught me a lesson worth remember:  "WORRY IS FAITH IN REVERSE"-- isn't that a thinker? I love talking to my patients b/c I get to talk about life, their life, my life, it's just so... rewarding. I know I don't do much.. I mean medically... all I do is CNA work like fixing beds, cleaning up the patients, then CLEANING the patients, feeding them, transporting them, and talking to them.... that's about it, but I feel so happy every time I leave. To be honest, I don't mind having 8 hr shifts or even 12 hr shifts with them, there's always someone to talk to. Anyway, I'm not sure if I've mentioned this before, but I applied to the women's and children's hospital and I'm just waiting for a position to open... so perhaps I shall specialize in pediatrics afterall? I dunno-- too many options... I just gotta focus on passing one more year----one more year.  it seems so few, but I'm kinda dreading this upcoming semester. To be honest, even though i was born in L.A and I go to school in L.A, and I may appear to be a hard core thug... I'm not as brave and strong as many people may think of me as. I mean... I want to help others, whether they are healthy or ill.... but this next semester is dealing with mental health patients and I hear stories. I just pray that I can offer my help in anyway I can and still be ok--physically.  oh.... pray for me k?

 
anyway, his test should be done in less than an hour.... how exciting! now his summer can start, right!? Disneyland, here we come!!!!!!