Ok-Ok-Ok...

so i haven't kept up with my resolution afterall... I know i don't have any excuses, but: "I'm computer lazy!!!" anyway, the months are counting down and i have less than two months left as a nursing student.. yay!!!! i'm excited and scared at the same time b/c that means i'm going to be a real adult soon... and this april will be the last tax season that i can get by without having to pay anything. yippee? or woe is me? at least i've decreased my anxiety a little... i've narrowed my career choices to two areas: the operating room or pediatric ICU. they're both really different areas, but i like them both kinda the same. i know i love-love-love the OR, but the hours are kind yucks... they only offer 8 or 10 hour shifts and i want 12 hour shifts so that i can work onl 3 or 4 days a weeks instead of 5. OR is good b/c they have a lot of day shifts so that i can get off work during the normal times, when normal people are enjoying the day. i love the operations and i know i'll learn a lot , but i also know that with specializing in just OR, i won't be utilizing a lot of my other skills as a nurse. Peds would be fun b/c i love kids! i know they're all sick kids, but i think working with families will make me more passionate about what i do. the hours are better, but i don't think i'll be getting the day shifts so i'd go to work at 7pm and leave 7am.. kinda good, but kinda bad. my sleeping pattern will be all funktified. at least with both departments, i'd only be working with one or two patients at a time, instead of 5-6 patients at a time. anyway.... that's what's going on in my head right now...


until next time... i better go back to class.